apothegm
this is what i do:
love you love me
this is how i feel:
apology
this is where i am:
half-way asleep
this is who i am:
inner most peace
this is what i want:
the chance to see
this is what i need:
that chance to be
this is what you are:
my company
this is what you need:
for you for me
this is what you do:
letting love be
this is what you need:
me to be me
you are who i love:
unconditionaly
my love will always be
my love will always be,
even rootless and predestined to fail.
flailing in the soul's wind with no true,
particular hole for a home, and with a
dream from nights past still contained
in my heart, i'll be too far away to feel.
the idiocy of my heart, the puppy-like
and known fact that my life is fail safe.
that in itself should bring you to tears,
in knowing that you'll never lose some-
thing so close to you as i indeed am.
but i fear we're facing a pragmatic, passe
indecision in whereas i'll be love-less.
as i've gone too far away to come back,
as i've loved to hard for you to know
an
So Greatly for that of Tomorrow's New
Am waiting for a chance to change my ways.
Am generating anti-telepathic waves.
My voice will tell me, "everything's not good."
"Everything is well enough for time to swell."
Am wanting for a change to chance my way.
Am never chancing my compromising ray.
My ray of disguise under your praise that should,
That should be everything, at least to me.
Am racing towards a newer "never" again.
Am redescribing as once over and ordain.
My touch of expanse-past with vesper moods,
Unpredictable so as to be unresponsable.
Am knowing not but expecting a recur greatly.
Am worrying of my antiphony without
to wander the city in the methane daze
devouring the husk of the city streets,
walking nightly upon the dew-ridden alleys,
seeing the rust grow over the corners of society,
i find myself wandering in a deep haze,
pondering thoughts i shouldn't be...
the people i see scuttle about in a hurry,
thick trails of smoke follow them closely.
they neglect to look at my shadowed body,
moving along beside themselves.
as i begin to tire from this fast-lived journey,
the ground pulls harder and harder until i colapse,
and all the while the crowded alleys
full of people who neglect to notice me
continue to walk by and over my body.
uncontent
black pit
there is this black pit of
self denial inside of me.
everytime i breathe in,
i can feel it sink deeper
and further into my soul.
i believe it to be a lie,
an escapism used to
hide what it is that i am.
i need a blast of reality,
something real to jar my
bones into confession;
a strong enough blast
to shake my soul free.
i need this bad that i
could kill someone for it.
this black pit that i use
for self loathing is taking
its toll on me, on my life.
lessness
lying awake in bed late, late at night
letting the moon light shine down on me,
spanning the width of my half opened eyes,
engulfing my rich sense of sightlessness,
i am thinking and letting my thoughts spread.
i am remembering my face and its expression,
to further my thoughts, lack of expressions.
i cannot decifer why it is that i have not a smile,
that i have not a frown, that i have not a tear.
i've always been missing a form of what i feel.
maybe when i was younger something traumatic
happened to me that i fought so hard to forget.
that was a mistake thinking back now, i'd
rather keep myself to myself and remember.
vitamin
gouging out the sorrow of the sunshine
sticking holy fingers into my head
to pull out the bad ideas and dreams
i know there's nothing in there anyway
apothegm
this is what i do:
love you love me
this is how i feel:
apology
this is where i am:
half-way asleep
this is who i am:
inner most peace
this is what i want:
the chance to see
this is what i need:
that chance to be
this is what you are:
my company
this is what you need:
for you for me
this is what you do:
letting love be
this is what you need:
me to be me
you are who i love:
unconditionaly
my love will always be
my love will always be,
even rootless and predestined to fail.
flailing in the soul's wind with no true,
particular hole for a home, and with a
dream from nights past still contained
in my heart, i'll be too far away to feel.
the idiocy of my heart, the puppy-like
and known fact that my life is fail safe.
that in itself should bring you to tears,
in knowing that you'll never lose some-
thing so close to you as i indeed am.
but i fear we're facing a pragmatic, passe
indecision in whereas i'll be love-less.
as i've gone too far away to come back,
as i've loved to hard for you to know
an
So Greatly for that of Tomorrow's New
Am waiting for a chance to change my ways.
Am generating anti-telepathic waves.
My voice will tell me, "everything's not good."
"Everything is well enough for time to swell."
Am wanting for a change to chance my way.
Am never chancing my compromising ray.
My ray of disguise under your praise that should,
That should be everything, at least to me.
Am racing towards a newer "never" again.
Am redescribing as once over and ordain.
My touch of expanse-past with vesper moods,
Unpredictable so as to be unresponsable.
Am knowing not but expecting a recur greatly.
Am worrying of my antiphony without
to wander the city in the methane daze
devouring the husk of the city streets,
walking nightly upon the dew-ridden alleys,
seeing the rust grow over the corners of society,
i find myself wandering in a deep haze,
pondering thoughts i shouldn't be...
the people i see scuttle about in a hurry,
thick trails of smoke follow them closely.
they neglect to look at my shadowed body,
moving along beside themselves.
as i begin to tire from this fast-lived journey,
the ground pulls harder and harder until i colapse,
and all the while the crowded alleys
full of people who neglect to notice me
continue to walk by and over my body.
uncontent
black pit
there is this black pit of
self denial inside of me.
everytime i breathe in,
i can feel it sink deeper
and further into my soul.
i believe it to be a lie,
an escapism used to
hide what it is that i am.
i need a blast of reality,
something real to jar my
bones into confession;
a strong enough blast
to shake my soul free.
i need this bad that i
could kill someone for it.
this black pit that i use
for self loathing is taking
its toll on me, on my life.
lessness
lying awake in bed late, late at night
letting the moon light shine down on me,
spanning the width of my half opened eyes,
engulfing my rich sense of sightlessness,
i am thinking and letting my thoughts spread.
i am remembering my face and its expression,
to further my thoughts, lack of expressions.
i cannot decifer why it is that i have not a smile,
that i have not a frown, that i have not a tear.
i've always been missing a form of what i feel.
maybe when i was younger something traumatic
happened to me that i fought so hard to forget.
that was a mistake thinking back now, i'd
rather keep myself to myself and remember.
vitamin
gouging out the sorrow of the sunshine
sticking holy fingers into my head
to pull out the bad ideas and dreams
i know there's nothing in there anyway
Watch gluey to be the first to see new deviations.
Deviation Spotlight
Sigh Apologize by gluey, literature
Literature
Sigh Apologize
Sigh, Apologize
Tumor to a conclude:
Cavity for a brain, salt in my eye sockets.
Flacid muscles and I'm missing an expression.
Skin clings with its vessels and capillaries,
Falls back onto bone and my lips condense.
My lips have fallen off, verbally.
Tumor to an end:
Filter the eyes, honor-wielding as they are,
In all times of addiction or pestilence anywhere.
Finite memories reflect on your faces,
Think carefully as you regress for change.
Methadone is sweet for a moment.
Tumor to a close:
Convulsion coming down the stairs to my left,
Laying down beside, chest to the night.
Air with an irreligiou
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Woohoo! Poem of the day. I own, staight up. How interesting that they choose Sigh, Apologize instead of something else, something more genuine or less odd.
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